2009年最后第二天

2010年快到了
希望新的一年会有新的开始

会继续加油，等待
因为不想让自己后悔！

就算只是无谓的等待~
就算只是一厢情愿~
就算最后没有结果...
只要曾经努力过，就足够了。


*记得要加油，证明自己*

decision

Finally, I know what I want to do and what I'm supposed to do.
Give out fully support but not looking for return.
I won't scare, I just want to do it!
Choose to trust, Choose to support!
No regret No disappointed!
No more emo jane!
Just hope my effort will not waste~

我们一起加油！

忍

终于忍不住，哭了。
才知道自己原来忍得那么辛苦
才知道自己原来那么重视
谢谢你的礼物
圣诞节唯一的礼物

心软

你要的是什么？。心软。我真的不知道为什么~

Awaiting X'mas~

Quite a long time didn't update my blog~
Well, I'm just busy for my assignment/homework stuff & working
It killed my time!
At first I do have work today, but due to the issue of "nothing to do & waste of time", they decided to cancel today's job!
Hurray! Really felt great to hear this! lolx
Hmm...I think thr's a few months I didn't manage to stay at home the whole day
and rest so peacefully like what I did today!
I guess I slept for quite a long time today, haha! I'm enjoyed it so much =)
Sometimes, take a rest can give us chance to slow down think nicely what we need and recharge again!
That's nice!
Nevertheless, I do not have this chance so frequently. There's the only way is I do not get any job!
Anyway, I have some idea of life now~

2010 is around the corner after pass this week X'mas!
Is a born new year that I will have more challenges in my life.
Decided to futher study and will find out some other way to finish it asap!
I cannot waste my time even money! Gonna catch up everything on time!
Yeah, I do know it will be hard and slightly stress for me, but rather than waste my time.
Now, everything will still remain the same~ working + studying
and I do need to save up money! lolx
Hope everything will go smoothly~ god bless ^^
I hope can get X'mas present...


I love Christmas,
Always be meaningful for me.
I love Christmas,
Always be warm for me.
I love Christmas,
A lonely Christmas for me.

Countdown 4 days =)

missing

我

可以想你吗？

你的16号爱人

不堪一击

选择了离开
选择了逃避
选择了 - 你

不懂。真的不懂
我什么时候变得如此不堪一击
我一直都很坚强的不是吗？

不是。真的不是
我从来都没坚强过
而且我没有你们想象的坚强

一直选择一个人
是不想让自己受伤
已经失去对别人的信任了

痛。有谁知道？
苦。有谁知道？
最后还是一样
自己安慰自己

再见了。祝你幸福

Assignment Time

Stress out! Roarrrr~

Rushing assignment at McD now...
well, wish to have some rest time, so I choose to blogging at here
which is one of the way for me to spread out my feelings & bad mood!

This is what so-called college life.
Coursework - assignment - test - exam
just like a "study life cycle"
I couldn't hate it, just have to do it the best cause I'm a student who should always put study at the first place.
Recently suffer in stress, worked out throughout the night! Therefore, always being moody around~
Have to apologize for my childish and easy get moody characteristic~
I do know my problems and you guys know that's me! Sorry~

I appreciate your courages to spoke out and make the 1st step
I found out and realize there's something more important things had happen
I will not curious whose the one that spread out the rumor
I will not ask whose the one who try to do so
I just trust myself and bear on my own business

Just have to apologize & thank you for your frankness
Different ppl have their own personality or even perception
Each single of us do not have the authority to alter other's thinking
I'm a straight forward person sometimes and perhaps offence somebody else?
I have to declare I doesn't mean that~ I just using my own way to show my real feeling...


Alright, it's time to stop here and get back to my assignment
good night everyone =)

Unfortunately

Why I'm so unlucky?
Am I do sth bad be4?
aiks...

ENOUGH!
How come my life become so sucks!!!
I miss the past time...which far from those F*king stuff & ppl!
Tired...really tired...
I just need someone to care~ but I can't find 1 though
The one who are really cares me >.<

I can play, but I don't want to make myself suffer!
So, playboy please F*ck off!
Doesn't mean to be rude here...but I cant stand with it anymore!
Give me a space here to shout out!
I need a new life laaaaaa~
*Reborn* please...
19 going to 20...
It's time to buck up myself!


Baka aka Jane Kwan

saturday night

Saturday night~ still the same...
staring at my lappy...
I got a lot of homework waiting for me, but I don't have the mood to touch it
It will destroy my mood for sure! Ishhh...
Well, let's write sth here...to past some time? lol

hmm...went Poppy last night...
No drunk but tipsy! >.<
suffered me up man! The feeling of wanna vomit but cant vomit out is really bad!
I hate it! Arhhh~~~
Gonna yell out scream out all the bad mood!

When you were drunk, you can't control your mind...that's true
That's what had happened on me and another friend~
both of us were insane! apa pun cakap! lolx
BUT
I'm better then her...at least I'm still know what I'm doing! =D
The worst...I did sth wrong! F*ck...

When I was drunk...there's sth makes me clear...
I know I wont get wrong of it....and I'm sure...
I do got a strong feeling on it...yes, I do!
Perhaps you guys cant get what I'm saying here...that's my point...because it's a secret^^

I miss you, and how about you?

27/11/2009

That's something changes...
Why? Maybe I think too much...
Recently very busy on assignments and test!
Suffer me up...ishhh!

You could make me smile ^^
Hope that what you talked to me is real
miss you~
good night!

Accident day

Today bumped into an accident after the Sekinchan photoshoots!
My teeth got abit injured~ but seriously...I got shocked! really heart attack!
Because I'm sleeping that time...den suddenly accident happened in a shock!
Luckily no one's hurt, but another car driver hurt his hands i think...and the car...
sigh~ both party also got wrong...

Really tired~ now still awake to study CB for tmr test...
BEC tutorial case study haven't do yet...
Ishhh..........I don't know how to do la! Stressfull >.<

I'm curious...I wonder...
what you thinking about?
and what you want?
omg...gonna suffer again!
I hope I really can read your mind =(

21/11/2009

Have a long time didn't update my blog ard~
Recently quite busy on my studies and work!
Stress life makes me insane....tiredness....
How I'm gonna cope with this bad situations? I need a shoulder...=(

1st, I'm gonna talk bout Bosco's assistant search competition which had just past a week~
I'm really glad and unexpected to got Champion and another subtitle!
Although that day my performance part got some problem(I forgot lyrics)
But, thx Bosco for singing together with me at the final part...
Appreciate it much and it was really a great experience in my life! =)
For sure, I need to say thank you to all my friends that help me out during the event!
They gave me lots of supports and advised! I will never forget~never ever
My mum was so happy when saw my pic appeared on the newspaper~ haha!
She never think that she will have a daughter that can have this kind of success...lol

There's still got a lot of thgs I'm gonna do...
Ishhhh! I hate assignment and mid-term!
No mood to study at all....sigh*


Long time din smile out like that...a smile that comes from bottom of heart
I will keep observing~until the day I find out YOU...
Please don't give up easily...I just need some time...

*Make you feel my love*

是祸还是福？

那天写BLOG
写到一半，电脑hang机 ==”
结果什么都没了
到今天才能update

今天去拿支票
过马路时差点被车撞！
真的很可怕！！！
如果我没有及时闪开，一定死了！
因为它飞很快~ 心脏吓得都快掉出来了
真是幸运...不然就这样死了很遗憾
我人生还有很多事没做呢！

现在还在烦恼星期日的比赛
一分钟让黄宗泽开心的难题
有了对策~但想求完美
这种叫 “没事拿事来烦”
哈哈哈 XD
加油啊！
我最大的对手就是我自己！

原本已经编好舞步了
结果制作单位临时加了个主题，而且还时限一分钟！
简直让我抓狂啊！
不过我的努力还是不会白费的
可以用在其它的比赛~
只是很遗憾，不能在这次表演给大家和让自己有个突破。
没有选择，只好换别的表演
会尽力做到最好！
蛮期待的~ =）

离开了

《他就这样去了新加坡》


有一段日子没有写部落格了，现在从无名搬来这里~
生活很忙，每天就好像和时间赛跑一样
虽然很辛苦，但是比起妈妈，这些算得了什么？
只想可以赚多点钱，不用和她伸手拿钱！

他今天临走前发了简讯给我说要离开这里了
我一开始其实很生气！
为什么要等到离开了才告诉我？
如果你能早点告诉我，我们还可以见面不是吗？
他给我的理由是怕不舍得我，不舍得离开，会很想我。。。
所以在当我了解之后，我明白，也可以体会他的痛苦
只可惜，过去了就是过去了
心痛的是，你还是依然那么关心我
我很感动也很开心~感觉好像很久没有被关心了
真的很谢谢你曾给我的快乐与回忆
记得要保重！你说过的！回来时会找我！
我等着那一天~ 心里会一直想着你
再见了


男人。都是那样吗？
还是女人太难理解？
我不懂~真的不懂
说的和做的都不成正比
你有想过我吗？为何如此自私呢？
我的心。累了