Wednesday, December 30, 2009

2009年最后第二天

2010年快到了
希望新的一年会有新的开始

会继续加油,等待
因为不想让自己后悔!

就算只是无谓的等待~
就算只是一厢情愿~
就算最后没有结果...
只要曾经努力过,就足够了。


*记得要加油,证明自己*

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

decision

Finally, I know what I want to do and what I'm supposed to do.
Give out fully support but not looking for return.
I won't scare, I just want to do it!
Choose to trust, Choose to support!
No regret No disappointed!
No more emo jane!
Just hope my effort will not waste~

我们一起加油!

Monday, December 28, 2009

终于忍不住,哭了。
才知道自己原来忍得那么辛苦
才知道自己原来那么重视
谢谢你的礼物
圣诞节唯一的礼物

Friday, December 25, 2009

心软

你要的是什么?。心软。我真的不知道为什么~

Sunday, December 20, 2009

Awaiting X'mas~

Quite a long time didn't update my blog~
Well, I'm just busy for my assignment/homework stuff & working
It killed my time!
At first I do have work today, but due to the issue of "nothing to do & waste of time", they decided to cancel today's job!
Hurray! Really felt great to hear this! lolx
Hmm...I think thr's a few months I didn't manage to stay at home the whole day
and rest so peacefully like what I did today!
I guess I slept for quite a long time today, haha! I'm enjoyed it so much =)
Sometimes, take a rest can give us chance to slow down think nicely what we need and recharge again!
That's nice!
Nevertheless, I do not have this chance so frequently. There's the only way is I do not get any job!
Anyway, I have some idea of life now~

2010 is around the corner after pass this week X'mas!
Is a born new year that I will have more challenges in my life.
Decided to futher study and will find out some other way to finish it asap!
I cannot waste my time even money! Gonna catch up everything on time!
Yeah, I do know it will be hard and slightly stress for me, but rather than waste my time.
Now, everything will still remain the same~ working + studying
and I do need to save up money! lolx
Hope everything will go smoothly~ god bless ^^
I hope can get X'mas present...


I love Christmas,
Always be meaningful for me.
I love Christmas,
Always be warm for me.
I love Christmas,
A lonely Christmas for me.

Countdown 4 days =)

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

missing



可以想你吗?

你的16号爱人

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

不堪一击

选择了离开
选择了逃避
选择了 - 你

不懂。真的不懂
我什么时候变得如此不堪一击
我一直都很坚强的不是吗?

不是。真的不是
我从来都没坚强过
而且我没有你们想象的坚强

一直选择一个人
是不想让自己受伤
已经失去对别人的信任了

痛。有谁知道?
苦。有谁知道?
最后还是一样
自己安慰自己

再见了。祝你幸福

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Assignment Time

Stress out! Roarrrr~

Rushing assignment at McD now...
well, wish to have some rest time, so I choose to blogging at here
which is one of the way for me to spread out my feelings & bad mood!

This is what so-called college life.
Coursework - assignment - test - exam
just like a "study life cycle"
I couldn't hate it, just have to do it the best cause I'm a student who should always put study at the first place.
Recently suffer in stress, worked out throughout the night! Therefore, always being moody around~
Have to apologize for my childish and easy get moody characteristic~
I do know my problems and you guys know that's me! Sorry~

I appreciate your courages to spoke out and make the 1st step
I found out and realize there's something more important things had happen
I will not curious whose the one that spread out the rumor
I will not ask whose the one who try to do so
I just trust myself and bear on my own business

Just have to apologize & thank you for your frankness
Different ppl have their own personality or even perception
Each single of us do not have the authority to alter other's thinking
I'm a straight forward person sometimes and perhaps offence somebody else?
I have to declare I doesn't mean that~ I just using my own way to show my real feeling...


Alright, it's time to stop here and get back to my assignment
good night everyone =)