Unfortunately

Why I'm so unlucky?
Am I do sth bad be4?
aiks...

ENOUGH!
How come my life become so sucks!!!
I miss the past time...which far from those F*king stuff & ppl!
Tired...really tired...
I just need someone to care~ but I can't find 1 though
The one who are really cares me >.<

I can play, but I don't want to make myself suffer!
So, playboy please F*ck off!
Doesn't mean to be rude here...but I cant stand with it anymore!
Give me a space here to shout out!
I need a new life laaaaaa~
*Reborn* please...
19 going to 20...
It's time to buck up myself!


Baka aka Jane Kwan

saturday night

Saturday night~ still the same...
staring at my lappy...
I got a lot of homework waiting for me, but I don't have the mood to touch it
It will destroy my mood for sure! Ishhh...
Well, let's write sth here...to past some time? lol

hmm...went Poppy last night...
No drunk but tipsy! >.<
suffered me up man! The feeling of wanna vomit but cant vomit out is really bad!
I hate it! Arhhh~~~
Gonna yell out scream out all the bad mood!

When you were drunk, you can't control your mind...that's true
That's what had happened on me and another friend~
both of us were insane! apa pun cakap! lolx
BUT
I'm better then her...at least I'm still know what I'm doing! =D
The worst...I did sth wrong! F*ck...

When I was drunk...there's sth makes me clear...
I know I wont get wrong of it....and I'm sure...
I do got a strong feeling on it...yes, I do!
Perhaps you guys cant get what I'm saying here...that's my point...because it's a secret^^

I miss you, and how about you?

27/11/2009

That's something changes...
Why? Maybe I think too much...
Recently very busy on assignments and test!
Suffer me up...ishhh!

You could make me smile ^^
Hope that what you talked to me is real
miss you~
good night!

Accident day

Today bumped into an accident after the Sekinchan photoshoots!
My teeth got abit injured~ but seriously...I got shocked! really heart attack!
Because I'm sleeping that time...den suddenly accident happened in a shock!
Luckily no one's hurt, but another car driver hurt his hands i think...and the car...
sigh~ both party also got wrong...

Really tired~ now still awake to study CB for tmr test...
BEC tutorial case study haven't do yet...
Ishhh..........I don't know how to do la! Stressfull >.<

I'm curious...I wonder...
what you thinking about?
and what you want?
omg...gonna suffer again!
I hope I really can read your mind =(

21/11/2009

Have a long time didn't update my blog ard~
Recently quite busy on my studies and work!
Stress life makes me insane....tiredness....
How I'm gonna cope with this bad situations? I need a shoulder...=(

1st, I'm gonna talk bout Bosco's assistant search competition which had just past a week~
I'm really glad and unexpected to got Champion and another subtitle!
Although that day my performance part got some problem(I forgot lyrics)
But, thx Bosco for singing together with me at the final part...
Appreciate it much and it was really a great experience in my life! =)
For sure, I need to say thank you to all my friends that help me out during the event!
They gave me lots of supports and advised! I will never forget~never ever
My mum was so happy when saw my pic appeared on the newspaper~ haha!
She never think that she will have a daughter that can have this kind of success...lol

There's still got a lot of thgs I'm gonna do...
Ishhhh! I hate assignment and mid-term!
No mood to study at all....sigh*


Long time din smile out like that...a smile that comes from bottom of heart
I will keep observing~until the day I find out YOU...
Please don't give up easily...I just need some time...

*Make you feel my love*

是祸还是福？

那天写BLOG
写到一半，电脑hang机 ==”
结果什么都没了
到今天才能update

今天去拿支票
过马路时差点被车撞！
真的很可怕！！！
如果我没有及时闪开，一定死了！
因为它飞很快~ 心脏吓得都快掉出来了
真是幸运...不然就这样死了很遗憾
我人生还有很多事没做呢！

现在还在烦恼星期日的比赛
一分钟让黄宗泽开心的难题
有了对策~但想求完美
这种叫 “没事拿事来烦”
哈哈哈 XD
加油啊！
我最大的对手就是我自己！

原本已经编好舞步了
结果制作单位临时加了个主题，而且还时限一分钟！
简直让我抓狂啊！
不过我的努力还是不会白费的
可以用在其它的比赛~
只是很遗憾，不能在这次表演给大家和让自己有个突破。
没有选择，只好换别的表演
会尽力做到最好！
蛮期待的~ =）

离开了

《他就这样去了新加坡》


有一段日子没有写部落格了，现在从无名搬来这里~
生活很忙，每天就好像和时间赛跑一样
虽然很辛苦，但是比起妈妈，这些算得了什么？
只想可以赚多点钱，不用和她伸手拿钱！

他今天临走前发了简讯给我说要离开这里了
我一开始其实很生气！
为什么要等到离开了才告诉我？
如果你能早点告诉我，我们还可以见面不是吗？
他给我的理由是怕不舍得我，不舍得离开，会很想我。。。
所以在当我了解之后，我明白，也可以体会他的痛苦
只可惜，过去了就是过去了
心痛的是，你还是依然那么关心我
我很感动也很开心~感觉好像很久没有被关心了
真的很谢谢你曾给我的快乐与回忆
记得要保重！你说过的！回来时会找我！
我等着那一天~ 心里会一直想着你
再见了


男人。都是那样吗？
还是女人太难理解？
我不懂~真的不懂
说的和做的都不成正比
你有想过我吗？为何如此自私呢？
我的心。累了