Hello all my friends!
The busy days never let me to rest down & give a write on my pitty lonely blog.
Anyway, hereby to inform you guys that I've move to a new house! Guess where?
Hahaha
http://janekindahouse.blogspot.com/
Here is it! Come and join me to get all my updates!
Reason of moving had been stated in the NEW blog!
Waiting for you guys! ;)

The birthday month

This is my month - August!
Woots! I'm going to be 20!
Happy Birthday to myself!

Just back from JB for a phone launch event.
I'm super duper tired now!
Couldn't get my sleep during the journey travelled from KL-JB and JB-KL.
Anyway, I'm still can update my blog right now.
Cauze I've been neglected it TOO long ago.

Many thgs had happened lately, kinda hard to catch up all here.
So will simply go thru some interesting part.
Well, last month went to HK and TW for vacation.
A wonderfull trip I had. Enjoyed it to max!
Thx for my man to spend me this meaningful trip.
Both of us love it much!

Except from vacation, all the time I was just working and stayed at home.
This month quite terrible...JOBLESS!
Am I too picky...or???
I failed to get the answer cause shouldn't force myself to take a *LOW pay and LONG working hours* job right?
Sigh, what can I do... this is the god give me chance to rest!
So, next wed will be off to phuket!
My birthday trip with my man again :)
Can't wait to meet with the lovely beachside, sunlight and seaaaaaa!

Any photos? Of course... else my blog will be look so dull, isn't?
Events, photo shooting, life...etc...

The bridal shoots for Dior Pink boutique, I love this! Kinda got feel ;)

Taiwan night view from Taipei 101.

Finally! My Diploma graduated day with all my lovely classmates! Congratez!

A fun shooting with my sumsum :)

Porsche Cayanne Launch and Addidas fashion show!


Time for waiting always being the tough-est path to go through.
When can I change the position?
Being the lucky one with someone waiting for me?
Wondering...good night.

Time to learn.

I hope I can have a pair of magic eyes, can see through everyone's mind.
Always think of is there anyone I can trust? Does this person exist?

Feel wanna discover everyone's thinking.
I should go to study psychology, perhaps, I can get my answer there.

Insecure? Worry? Scare? Anxious? Doubt? Lie? Fool? Trust? Love?

I need to learn to control my emotion, just like a good actor?
Can easily change their emotion during the drama shooting.
People can change by time.
Fast or slow, it will just depends on the person's ability.

Sour like vinegar.
Sweet like lollipop.
Bitter like bitter gourd.
Spicy like chili.




Hopefully, we can understand each other well.
Unless it can be the way to reduce misunderstanding.
I miss you.

The 1st of June.

Wow, it's been a long time I didn't update my blog. Sorry for neglected it for so long.
May, a super duper busy month for me!
I did alot of show and shooting as well.
Travel here and there, almost all the time stayed in hotel instead of my home.
Beside working, of course, I waent to Redang too!
A kinda nice island, ever 1st time went snorkeling!
A great experience for someone who scared of water and doesn't know how to swim just like me. =D
Although there's sth unhappy happended, but I did enjoyed my holiday.
Well, it wouldn't cause much sadness to me but saved me from a deep hole.
Peoples with childish minded will never get respect from others. So, please grow up, idiot!

Duh, I should share my life instead of nagging about the past unhappy incident.
Let's go through with all my pics!
*I'm too lazy to write out all, pics will tell everything* wink ;)

Took it before back to KL. Redang Pelangi Resort.

Kuantan Holleywood Eyetrend Official Launcing Show with all my darling :)

Korean Designer Fashion Show. Annyonghaseyo! =D

Bridal Shoot @ Cameron Highland

Canon Ixus300 Official Launch with Simon Yam ;)

Canon Celebrities Grand Launch & Jonathan Cheng Fashion Show.

My Tanned skin =D

Alright, not much to say here. Will try to update again when I'm free!
For sure, with good mood too! Lolx.
Wish my career path will goes smooth and suceed in future!



End.  :)

There's never an end or maximum in your life.

[There's never an end or maximum in your life.]

A nice philosophy from Jane. =P

The clock is showing 5:00am right now, and I'm still awake at here.
I don't even feel sleepy. I should use this time to study isn't that good?
Be frank, I don't feel to touch my notes though. *giggles*
I'm so lazy!
Just now "yumcha" with secondary school mates!
I found out that I really miss them so much. Never meet up for almost 3 months + +
It's kinda long period! That's why we talked alot tonight!
We shared, we chilled, we laughed!
That's really a very good moment, I loved it much! Cherish!

A news from my best buddy that he gonna leave here soon!
Either end of August or early of September.
I know I will be sad because of his leaving!
A best friend going to leave you for 3 years or even longer, that's make you feel upset right?
Yes, indeed, I was sad when I got this news from him, yet, I will miss him alot I bet.
Anyhow, I will bless for him always. A very good luck for his future!
Take care buddy! Friendship stay forever and never fade away =)

Another midnight chat again we had.
Hopefully it can make us get closer?
If there ain't any lie in between the conversation.

Good night everyone.
Tomorrow will be another start of good day.

想法 . 未来

最近
有很多不一样的想法
对事物或是对于人
都有不一样的见解
人 成长了 思想 也跟着在成熟

很多事情都要做决定了
毕竟多了这个月我就毕业了
以后的路 以后的人生
该怎么走呢？
为自己做了个打算
决定要增强自己的语言能力
这段时间会去念英文
期间还会继续做我喜欢做的事 - 模特儿事业
多赚些外快 谋生
呵呵！

会很想念大学生活的日子
和朋友们疯疯癫癫地过日子
在班上热热闹闹地谈话
大伙儿一起出游的情景
全都好像刚刚发生
大家认识不知不觉也两年了~
真的很庆幸很珍惜你们哦！
永远的 buddy =D

大家知道pig + panda = 什么吗？
就是...... *PIGDA*
哈哈！
源自于一个笨蛋！XD
你真系好可爱啊~ 嘻嘻

An unlucky day

Woots*  Using my break time to update my blog right now!
Study for whole day long, my brain stuck with a lotsa BEC notes/points!
It's kinda suffering! What to do? I need to PASS it else I'm gonna wait for another year to graduate!
Gosh! I can't imagine it... scary  =(
Now is already after 12am, so is consider as Yesterday thingy!
I was disturbed by a Bastard! Damn pissed-off*
He was sending me those irritating msg!
I'm kinda sad of it...totally destroyed my mood!
Unfortunately, received a msg stated that I was not been choosen for the show...wat a sad day!
Hope another job will have a good news for me~
Not too much to say so...just post some of my recent working pictures!

Here is the HTC Launch I did few days ago!

Yet here is the MOS Fashion Show I did!

Hair of the day! Credits to the stylist! BUT, I was spent 30 bucks to wash off this "MEDUSA hairstyle" at ACut Above Sunway! Holly shit...it's costly!

Well, here's the last month hairshow and Edhardy Eyewear show I did at Maison!

I hate Streamyx! M'sia line so SUCK!
Kept Dc-ing just now!
Alright, I should get back to my study now!
chiaozz~

I need LUCK

Really busy recently
I need alot of Good Luck!

-searching new room in May!
-interview for two jobs tmr..hopefully I can get both!!
-final exam coming soon!

awhhh~ God bless me!


*Perhaps, this is the ending of the story...*
*Perhaps, this is the fate of the story...*
*Perhaps...perhaps...perhaps...out of prediction!*

这才发现
-你-   是离我多么的遥远

Happy Birthday To April Fool Boy

终于把卡做好
刚刚送给flame了
希望他喜欢啦~

今天刚做完第一次治疗的他
憔悴了点点
不过看见我们就变精神了
呵呵
如果每天都会那么精神就好！

真的只希望他可以赶快好起来
要加油！
我们会一直陪着他打这场战的
保佑保佑~  = )

Shooting day~

Roar~ I'm damn tired & sleepy right now!
Went for NewMan Magazine shoot today~
It killed me badly...
Well, today's theme is SEXY! Due to it's a man magazine
SEXY - is kinda not related to Jane Kwan =.="
Anyhow, I tried my best to complete my difficult task!
Let's give a big clap for myself  =)

Just back from movie *Titans* & finished pack my stuff~ tmr off to F1 as well.
Hmm, have been waiting for long time~
Since the interview of F1 Petronas Grid Gal~
What a pretty trouble interview!
I've been waiting for whole day just becoz of this job!
Duh~ unless I've succeed!


It's time to off to bed now~
Good night and wish me good luck during F1!

Blessing

I'm so freakin' busy recently!
I wish I could have extra time to rest!
Final is just around the corner, but I'm still enjoying my joyful life now :(
However, I'm gonna alert from NOW!
I need to face 2 papers this time :(
What a pity me...resit for stupid BEC
A subject that shouldn't fail!!!
God damn~
Another 80 bucks donated to TARC!
Arrr~ I want to scream out loudly!!!
So stressful lately! Holly shit shit shit
Anyhow, I still need to face to the reality when I awake from sleep every morning :(
Wish that I can survive till the end~ God bless!

Crossing finger, Praying hard
for my buddy
I hope that God will heard our bless!
Recover from the sickness, fight against all the disease!
We will always stay beside you to give you support and encouragement!
We love You!

无言

失望！
失落！
无奈！

祝大家白色情人节快乐~

简讯

一封很重要的讯息
谢谢你
真的开心得流泪了...

考虑决定

到底要怎么说你才会听？
你不知道我会担心吗？
你不知道我心里有多害怕！
你不知道我心里有多难过！

我真的担心我会疯！
有太多太多的事情发生了
有太多太多的事情要烦恼
让我喘不过气

我要的很简单
可是就很难很难得到
不明白
真的很不明白
老天爷你是在和我开玩笑对吧？
我玩不起！拜托...

外表让人觉得我有多幸福，多风光？
事实呢？
没有人会懂

而你！
不要那么自私了
不要那么执著了
不要再那么折磨自己了
而我！
给我一点点的时间
我应该重新调整情绪
才可以做个决定
一个永远不后悔，坚持到底的决定！

7AM

I hope that I'm not stupid as what I am now!
But...I'm really that stupid!

7am
People starting to go for school, wake up for work...etc
I'm just heading to the way back home...
Duh~ HOLIDAY
I'm used to it
chilled all the time with beer~
hmm...nice!
haven't drunk but a little bit tipsy~
Anyhow, I'm still fine and fresh in mind!
Alright...going to slp now
Later going Pavillion for facial & buy tickets!

I don't want any apologize
I just want you to be happiness!


...

迷路

刚刚看完电影
很累，但想写写部落格

现在的心情...
怎么说呢？
我也不知道
被凶的那杀那的确是很生气
之后气就消了
不想说话因为很累，也想静一静，想想其他东西

应该怀疑吗？
可以怀疑吗？
不是都结束了吗？
太多太多的疑问了，要怎么去猜测？要怎么去找答案？
发现这个伟大的任务，真的很难！
我可以做到吗？
真的可以吗？
答案是未知之数...
有时候觉得自己变得很低贱，看不起自己了...
以前的我，那个坚强。骨气。洒脱。 的我
好像渐渐消失了
迷路了，回不来了吗？
............................................................................................很多的话，只可以埋在心中。


刚刚经过了他住的地方，不由自主地想起他了。

-累-

新年快乐。情人节快乐。

祝大家新年快乐~
新的一年里，希望大家心想事成
今年很特别，因为情人节和新年落在同一天
也祝所有的情侣们可以幸福快乐
单身朋友们早日找到自己的另一半

虽然今年要一个人过
不过还是很开心
因为身边还有有一大群的朋友
呵呵~

再一次：新年快乐，情人节快乐 =)

醉

坦白说，我醉了
坦白说，我生气了
坦白说，我是心软了

*傻瓜   我们都一样
被爱情伤了又伤*


晚安了~

Bali Bali^^

Weee~ I'm so happy & excited here
I'm now in BALI ^^
*Giggles*

Everythg is fine here, beside...
EVERYTHG IS SUPER DUPER NICE!!
Wow, I really love my hotel so much
All the services are really damn good yet not expert but ady over my expectations!

Anyway, I'm happy to work together with all my babes~
Also knew some new frens here
Another best memory: All the Hot & Sexy chicks(I mean almost all the models) going to Bali night club together!
What a happening night^^
Enjoyed it & we dance all the time and shout all the time too~ haha
Is going back on 11th, quite sad... becoz I love my hotel...I love Bali fantastic scenary...I love to work with all my babes~
teehee^^
Alright, we are heading to the beach now!
Let's check it out the beach in Bali~ yuhoo~

怎么办？

心情真的很差！
真的没有想过会发生这种事情
怎么办？
我真的不懂

其实很害怕
其实很想哭
其实我什么都不要
只要你健健康康的！

希望老天爷保佑
你的病情可以好转
我会乖乖听话~不再惹你生气了！

等下就要去Bali工作5天
真的很想可以马上回家！
T_T


祈祷...

EMO

很累了
什么都不想想了~
也没有心情去想了


其实我很不喜欢
可是我不能不向事实低头！


...helpless...

How to fall asleep within 1 second?

Insomnia!
What can I do???
Ishh >.<

tmr have to wake up early in the morning
5:30am!!!
kinda scary ~
since my last sem exam finished, never wake up so EARLY in the morning ady
7am start work~
12pm finish work~
2pm fitting~

What about after fitting?...I have no idea whr to go and what to do again!
Gonna have some chill with frens perhaps!


-Is You, is YOU, IS you, iS yoU-

命运

刚刚终于见到一位好朋友了
不知怎么的
比之前还要更担心他的病情
怎么会这样呢？=(

眼看他开心地笑着，健健康康的
其实他自己心里面烦恼一大堆
连就医的方式也决定不了
西医还是中医？
哎~ 大哥啊
真的希望你快点好起来
希望吉人自有天相！


人生如戏
永远不知道下一秒会发生什么事
也没有人可以预测未来
所以珍惜自己所拥有的
也好好把握和追求自己想要的
不要让自己后悔。遗憾
加油！

Congratez

A very BIG congratez to my best brother - EJ
Finally, his dream come true~
After all the up & down, he successfully got back his beloved gf
I'm really happy and proud of him, yet, he deserve it =)
What I hope that, this pair of sweet couple will stay forever till the day end!
Wishes from my bottom of heart!

Although a person done a lot of bad & wrong things before
But if he/she have the strength & heart to apologize for all their fault
Every single actions that shows their sincerity may works, for sure, they will receive the forgiveness
Remember always have faith of U, urself!
I hope I can have too...the day of my dream come true


*只要肯努力，铁杵也可磨成针*

坦白，那么难吗？

你不会知道
我的心有多痛
我要的只是坦白
就算再难听的
就算再难过的
我都承受得住！

不要让我自己发现
我宁愿是你自己承认

Bali, I'm Coming.

I got a good news today!
I've been selected for the Bali Job!
Giggles!*
Can go Bali for free~ weeeee
Sumore can earn money...
I'm wondering can we go shopping as well? (I mean during free time)
Lolx!

Tmr going to watch Tiger WooHoo & shopping around =)
Happy happy...
But have to wake up early in the morning coz have to go PJ to sign contract...
Anyway, it's worthy^^
Finding...sth special ~


good night.

歌

那首歌...


*赶快好起来

假期

考试终于结束了
假期~ 我来了！呵呵
短短两个星期里
有了一些蛮大的变化~
嗯，怎么说...
就是有些事情来得很突然，在完全没有防备之下
有好也有坏
决定不了，因为想到后果。
所以暂时先搁置，稍后在打算吧

习惯了忙碌的生活，现在假期还真的有点无聊说
想接多一点工作，赚多一点钱，去旅行^^
今年有很多目标要去履行，希望自己有很强的能耐！

二月份Seventeen 杂志出炉了~哈哈
有点不像我自己，不过还OK~因为是第一次为杂志拍摄 =）

新年快到了！
我要去疯狂购物！呵呵
可是要存钱，念头只好打消了
和朋友逛逛街，看电影，吃饭~也很好 =）

知道

我想知道她让你痴心是什么
我想知道她让你疯狂为什么
我知道做的和她没有不同
但是我 却不在你心中 逗留

我想知道她哪里比我好很多
在你心中她和我有什么不同
我知道我比她付出的还多
可是我 总换不了你的 心动

我知道了她哪里比我好更多
在你心中我永远不可能会让你心动
我知道我比她付出的还多
可是我 在你心中没有她多


写照...

我真的很累了！
可以让时间停留吗？一下下就好...

温馨的晚餐

今天有开心和不开心
今天有好事和坏事

不过我很满足，真的。
今天的晚餐，很好吃
让我想起我妈
很久没回家了~
希望能快点考完试

有时候，太多巧合出现
已经不是普通的缘分而是命中注定
所以 - 珍惜
没有所谓的伟大，只有所谓的付出总是不求回报
晚安 ^^

CB cb CB

Roar~~~
Gonna scream out loudly!!!
Consumer Behavior driving me crazy!!!
What a sibeh boring subject!!!

Keep forget what I've memorized
I need a larger memory base... please...
I want to sleep... please...
I don't want to fail... please...

CB...T_T

❤我是加油站❤

不要失望
不要放弃

吸取这次的教训
学聪明一点
人都是自私的~

被那严肃的样子吓了一下
对不起，只想开开玩笑
我会尽力而为，不要担心

一起加油！ ❤

考试

大家！


考试加油！


一起加油吧！


^^
*油站应该会赚大钱！哈哈*

希望这魔鬼般的日子赶快离开！我要假期！
weeeeee~

打不死的Jane Kwan ^^

一个新的开始
之前不开心的都忘记了！
我要开开心心的生活，不要再emo了
学会了很多道理
要谢谢的人很多！对我的信任，对我的忠告
真的很谢谢！

希望大家都可以开心幸福
不要再发生那种事情了~
用笑容迎接每一天 =）


谢谢你的安慰和陪伴
也对不起你，给了你负担
我，说了不应该说的话

她

羡慕
她很漂亮很有气质
如果是我，我也会喜欢她 =）

good night ^^

Have a sweet dream...
I'm happy when you are happy =)
I'm sad when you are sad =(
I'm waiting when you are leaving~
I'm alone when you are missing...

Thx for sharing~

想

是否该重新考虑？

Lesson

Today, is a really bad day for me...
I thought 2010 will be a good start for me..
But why? Why there's still some bad things left to me?
I can't blame, what I can do is just accept the truth and learn to be more clever.
Never ever simply trust people!
Ain't everyone will be good to you even you are good to them.
Sometimes, I'm doubting, hesitating...
should I good to others and try hardly to help others?
That's not my business, but I just don't want all my friends will get hurt.
End up with being betrayed by the one I helped, that feeling is really fucked up!
My tears rolled down without any control, I just let it be...
I hope I will recover when it stop rolling down, and there's the time I learn the lesson!
Anyhow, I'm appreciate for those who do cares me alot. Trusted me and supported me always!
For those FAKERS, always fake to me all the times, beware! You will have the same problem as me right now! I'm not cursing, just an allert!
I will keep go on my life, walk it out carefully, successfully!
Tough, I do need it.
Courages, I do more need it.
Never be a poker face, I will do whatever I think that's correct, and talk watever I think that is true!
If you can't stand with my personality, fucked off!
Seriously, I'm a very straight forward person.
I don't like to fight, but once you attack me and got my anger up, which I couldn't stand with it anymore, I will defend & protect myself! So, please think of urself before you want to talk someone!

Be Tough to ready for the fight!

2010年1月1日

就这样一年过去了
在09年，发生了很多意想不到的事
我的人生也有了很大的变化
误打误撞的，半只脚踩进了模特儿行业
有好也有坏，不过我真的蛮享受的
希望在未来的这一年里，能够有更多的突破，尝试更多不一样的东西。

崭新的开始，不能再那么孩子气了
要学习更多，要当个有智者
决定了念完diploma会先停下来
可能以后会继续回去念书，可能不会了
不想再让妈妈辛苦了
出来工作未必是坏事

把礼物送了出去
希望他会喜欢
也希望在新的一年里，他真的会新的开始
把以前不好的不开心的都忘记
不会奢望，不会向他要更多，我知道那是很困难的事
只想他能够改变
变得更积极，在事业上冲刺
变得更乐观，不再借酒消愁
变得更成熟，不再吊儿郎当
变得更节俭，不再随便花钱
变得更坦白，不再编织谎言

羡慕她，有这样的一个机会。
烟花，今年没看到。